» Yargh, I be a pirate
Posted on 27th December 2008
My luck is really not with it lately. Having convinced myself that I can take care of myself and that I don’t get ill easily, over the past week or so my health has rapidly deteriorated. All the fatigure and the stresses from the past few months has boiled over just as Christmas week approached ending me up in the state I find myself today.
First of all it was the sore throat and the concussion-esque symptoms. The following day was the severe stomach pains, which I initially thought was just hunger. Lastly, today I find myself wearing an eye patch.
The stomach pain has been put on the back burner for now – I’m sure it’s still there but there are more pressing matters. I recently started noticing that my eyes were quite sore and that they would occasionally go a bit cloudy. Despite those signs I continued to wear my contact lenses believing that my eyes would push through it and settle each day; I was wrong.
After my driving lesson and the quick stop to buy some ski-wear for the coming season, I decided to pop out my contact lenses as they continued to feel uncomfortable; that decision was the final step in the destruction of my eyes. I half blindly managed to get myself back home, but after dropping off my shopping, I realised that I should visit A&E as it felt pretty bad.
Unfortunately, Japan does not have the NHS, and I soon realised the inefficiencies and inconveniences of a paid health service. Having grabbed a taxi to the nearest hospital, I find out that they were in their end-of-year break and that no doctors were around. The staff there were completely unhelpful and I paced up and down the pavement outside considering my options.
Finally, I ended up at an eye clinic run by one of my mum’s old friends, where I was swiftly told that my eyes were scratched all over. The image they showed me looked worse than sandpaper. Apparently, soft contact lenses soften the feelings of the eyeball being scratched and that once they are removed the pain hits you like a steam train – that was the feeling I had when I decided to remove my contact lenses outside the sports store…. I couldn’t open my left eye and my right eye could barely be opened either.
Seriously, so far, this winter season has totally sucked. I mean, I don’t mind going to work and I really appreciate all the birthday messages, and the drinks, but all the other crap besides that has been pretty awful. The collapsing health, the lack of a turkey dinner, presents, family…. very low key, but more low than key than I would have liked!
Having said that, as I mentioned the other day, I really enjoyed the Christmas drinks I had and I’m truly thankful that our paths crossed. I’m also extremely thankful for the birthday lunch, which was super expensive but top class!
I guess despite the mess I find myself in, I’m thankful for all the small things that have brightened up my week!
